denial.

Registration for Loma Linda opened today.

I still have a huge load of holds.

Usually, I'd be on top of this and rush to get into my classes. At La Sierra, I would try to schedule my appointment with my adviser within one or two weeks of when advising opened. I would be registered for my next quarter's classes weeks before I even ended the current quarter!

But now...I have so much to do for Loma Linda, but I don't want to.

I think it's because I'm in denial that I'm actually going there.

Or maybe, it's probably this one: I'm scared out of my mind.

I've heard so many stories about Nursing school, and especially since I might be headed on the fast track at Nursing school, I'm so afraid! I'm not so nervous about dealing with patients--I'm more freaked out about the classes and all the studying! Over the past years, I've developed a bad study habit, and even though I do pretty well when I sit down and actually focus on something, I tend to wait until the very last minute to do so. I need to change that, but I don't know how!

I'm so so so scared.