It's hard to live a set apart life sometimes for Christ. I just had to say it; most people know it's true. It's hard when trials and tribulations come your way, when you want something so much even though you know it's not right.
But I know, yes I do know so no need for reminders thanks, to look to Christ. He will give me strength and guidance when the waves crash around me, when my hopes sink, and I feel like I'm about to drown.
Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD. Psalms 27:14
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Monday, February 25, 2008
changes
"Satan well knows that all whom he can lead to neglect prayer and the searching of the Scriptures will be overcome by his attacks. Therefore he invents every possible device to engross the mind." {GC 519.2}
Why am I online at such an early (or late) hour of the morning (or night)? Because I have let myself become distracted with many different things: (ice cream) cravings, Myspace, Facebook, talking with friends, etc. Those things were not created by Satan, but yet I let them distract and engross my mind for such long periods of time, that when I come to my senses, it is already late, so I do not have time to pray or have my devotions. I end up sleeping late, and waking up late also, so I miss my morning devotions.
I let these things distract me from studying and doing homework that I end up awake at 2-3 A.M. finishing them up, instead of sleeping like I should be (health message!)!
I've developed such a horrible habit, so that's why I'm blogging about it. I want all who come across this to hold me accountable--I will do my best to no longer waste the time that I have!
No more hours on Myspace, Facebook, Blogger, Tumblr, etc.
If any of you see me wasting my time on these things or just on random things, let me know! Rebuke me, yell at me, throw things at me, do whatever you must so I will be able to focus! Because trust me, I am soooo easily distracted !
Help me out: pray for me and/or hold me accountable.
Thanks and God Bless =]
Why am I online at such an early (or late) hour of the morning (or night)? Because I have let myself become distracted with many different things: (ice cream) cravings, Myspace, Facebook, talking with friends, etc. Those things were not created by Satan, but yet I let them distract and engross my mind for such long periods of time, that when I come to my senses, it is already late, so I do not have time to pray or have my devotions. I end up sleeping late, and waking up late also, so I miss my morning devotions.
I let these things distract me from studying and doing homework that I end up awake at 2-3 A.M. finishing them up, instead of sleeping like I should be (health message!)!
I've developed such a horrible habit, so that's why I'm blogging about it. I want all who come across this to hold me accountable--I will do my best to no longer waste the time that I have!
No more hours on Myspace, Facebook, Blogger, Tumblr, etc.
If any of you see me wasting my time on these things or just on random things, let me know! Rebuke me, yell at me, throw things at me, do whatever you must so I will be able to focus! Because trust me, I am soooo easily distracted !
Help me out: pray for me and/or hold me accountable.
Thanks and God Bless =]
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
it's love
I was thinking about this just now as I was preparing for my Chemistry test and I just wanted to let it out..
It is a common misconception to think that if one is not in a relationship with another individual, one cannot fully appreciate and celebrate Valentine's day. You can find love in so many places: in friends, family, and especially, in God.
It's love:
When my daddy, who is now struggling with walking, drives twice a week to Riverside and back to pick me up and drop me off at school. He hobbles, yet when I have a lot of stuff to carry, he comes out of the car and slowly walks up to my dorm to help me unload.
When my mommy, who works 5 days a week, and out of those 5, works 16 hours on 3 of those days. She does this in order that our family will be supported, and especially....to pay my college tuitition. It's not easy to pay more than $2,000 each month, but she does... so that when I graduate, I won't have several thousands of loans to pay off.
It is true love:
When Jesus came to Earth and died for us, so that one day, we will be able to rise up into the clouds and live with Him forever.
How beautiful!
It made me tear up just thinking of the things my parents do for me out of love, and I thought how much more should I marvel and wonder at the love of Christ.
It is a common misconception to think that if one is not in a relationship with another individual, one cannot fully appreciate and celebrate Valentine's day. You can find love in so many places: in friends, family, and especially, in God.
It's love:
When my daddy, who is now struggling with walking, drives twice a week to Riverside and back to pick me up and drop me off at school. He hobbles, yet when I have a lot of stuff to carry, he comes out of the car and slowly walks up to my dorm to help me unload.
When my mommy, who works 5 days a week, and out of those 5, works 16 hours on 3 of those days. She does this in order that our family will be supported, and especially....to pay my college tuitition. It's not easy to pay more than $2,000 each month, but she does... so that when I graduate, I won't have several thousands of loans to pay off.
It is true love:
When Jesus came to Earth and died for us, so that one day, we will be able to rise up into the clouds and live with Him forever.
How beautiful!
It made me tear up just thinking of the things my parents do for me out of love, and I thought how much more should I marvel and wonder at the love of Christ.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
can't stop
I am so busy.
I can't wait until Spring Break when I can pass out and sleep for a week to catch up for all the sleep I'm missing.
I am so sleep deprived and tired, and most of all...stressed!
I can't wait until Spring Break when I can pass out and sleep for a week to catch up for all the sleep I'm missing.
I am so sleep deprived and tired, and most of all...stressed!
Monday, February 4, 2008
tumblelog
I'm thinking of making a tumblelog.
Why, you ask? I think it best fits my way of thinking and sharing -- in a short, stream-of-consciousness format. (more information by the lovely wikipedia)
Really. It fits me.
One time, I emailed Mike and it was just me typing whatever was inside my head at the moment. The result? He said it was like I was talking to him in person.
The cons about this:
I still want to keep my blogspot and keeping up two blogs might tire me out. (LOL, no but seriously)
It'll feed my procrastination. (it isn't hard to feed me (physically as well...just lay out some food and I'll come)...I'm easily distracted...)
...
I'm not sure if I thought of more but those are two major ones.
But it just looks oh so fun!
Why, you ask? I think it best fits my way of thinking and sharing -- in a short, stream-of-consciousness format. (more information by the lovely wikipedia)
Really. It fits me.
One time, I emailed Mike and it was just me typing whatever was inside my head at the moment. The result? He said it was like I was talking to him in person.
The cons about this:
I still want to keep my blogspot and keeping up two blogs might tire me out. (LOL, no but seriously)
It'll feed my procrastination. (it isn't hard to feed me (physically as well...just lay out some food and I'll come)...I'm easily distracted...)
...
I'm not sure if I thought of more but those are two major ones.
But it just looks oh so fun!
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